The scarmble

Well been figuring things out. Lists lists y more lists.

Flight plans, packing plans, etc. I actually got around to cleaning out my inbox (Scandalous!)

I emailed my recruiter Rebecca, but she hasnt gotten back to me yet. Thats just a little disturbing.

Other than that, focusing on a paper and my Photo final. Madison wants to do Sex and the CIty the Movie as our theme....Im thinking I might branch out and do Labyrinth. I can kinda connect with the movies character. Although if he would let us branch out to video games I could Sooooo do Cooking Mama lol

I was going through my inbox, which wasn't cleaned out since Ray and Maddy went to Italy. At the very bottom were the emails and chats Josh and I sent back and forth.

I wonder why I was so delusional back then. To try and be friendly with a guy I knew was far too out of my league.

I remember how he wanted me to move in, I wonder how life would be if i had. Would things be different?

Ha, would he still be angry at me?

I am doing better to get my anger in check. Looking back at photos from the summer and this fall, im starting to level out. Not super skinny, not obese, but there, in a nice college sized body.

I think that is all I can ask of myself really.

Since my laptop died, I've had to use the PC in the living room. weird to gaze out of a window while you type. Watching the moon rise. I was lucky enough to see a shooting star, second one this month.

Up for next week. Photo, thanksgiving, then working with my ex at KB toys in Wilton for Black Friday. I'm grateful hes letting me do it again, and that he's finally understanding my position when it comes to the reasons I ended our relationship.

Stuff to do in the morning

Toodles
~a.f