So I have the house to myself again. Katrina left this morning, I dont know where she is. After grabbing the dog to clear my head, I sat at home. Ive noticed something odd lately. Bruises on my upper thighs in rectangular and triangle shapes. Ive been having this parylizing fear. Of what, I have no idea. I will wake up, hate being awake, and then pace and be nervous for the rest of the day. Its sad really, in a pathetic sort of way. I don't know why I have felt like I have to hide from everyone. I know some reasons, but I won't voice them here. I wonder where I do belong, I mean truely, not just where I think and can pretend where I belong. That seems to have been working out real well...
Im gonna do some dishes and laundry.
ttyl
-Alyssa
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