Clean people suck.

Its no surprise to anyone that I'm not a very neat person. My room is a very big example of that. I don't like a clean room because of one very important thing: It encourages people who should not be in there to be there. You never see a person going into a messy room right? Only clean ones where things can easily be taken.

My room is my sanctuary and in a couple days they not only threw away alot of semi sentimental stuff but also took my bed and my desk and replaced it with some monster bed and my older sisters tall boy.

I was hoping they would of done this when I left. I didn't want to have to put most of my lifes possessions in bins and hide them in my closet.

I hate it. It makes me wish I were dead because thats how they are treating it. Not to mention I'm the bad guy for letting it be a mess to begin with (HELLO! DIDN'T WANT ANYONE IN MY ROOM!)

Spending the last week quietly making sure everything is ready. I tried to get ahold of a few of my friends to see if I could hang out with them for a little while before I go, but none of them answered my messages. Oh well.


Oh well...~a.f