Okay, first thing is first. For those of you from the Ning, welcome, be careful I am about to get VERY angry.
Second off, This is my blog. MY BLOG. A place for me to express my feelings, cry, scream (as I am doing right now) Or whatever else the fuck I feel like doing! Now I don't Appreciate those of you who have been taking my blog seriously. I mean yes, Im expressing myself but im not going to seriously hurt myself or some crap like that. That is stupid.
HOWEVER, now those of you who have been interacting on my blog have now created a hostile environment for me at home. Now....when Squally gets fucked at home for her words...Squally gets pissed and clamps down on who can say or see what goes on in her life. We understand?
You see, I just got yelled at Because things that I write in confidence Here have bridged into the "Real World"
My family does not have the URL to this blog, which has been a godsent for me, however people have been talking to them and guess whos first to get bitched at for it?
NOTHING I WRITE HERE
SHOULD HAVE TO BITE ME IN THE ASS!!!
...And people wonder why I suspended the blog.
If I must, I will change it. I won't let my expressions threaten who I am. I will just hide them away from people who hurt me, wether or not they mean it. I am not a pawn in anyone's game, but rather I am an explorer of my own life and part of that life is my emotions.
Way to go, fucking up my day.
~Alyssa
2 comments:
I use my blog as a place to vent too, but you shouldn't feel like you have to cater to the rest of the world. After all, they are partially responsible for the way you feel. Don't let them drag you down further.
Remember that this is an open diary or memoirs of sorts, and you say what you want to say because you have to. Fuck 'em if they don't understand. And kudos for being so brave.
-- Josh
Well, there are a few things I have to say about this. Again, you know I don't love commenting on blogs, but it seems to be about the only way to communicate with you...
If you're going to post things on the World Wide Web, there is always the chance that things will come back to bite you in the ass. Not that this means that the people who betrayed you aren't crappy -- they are, whether by design or accident. Not that that means you shouldn't do it -- that's your choice. Just be prepared for all the possible consequences.
I am curious to know what happened, by the way.
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