Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Spent the day thinking while I was sick in bed. I didnt like that I missed dry mounting in photo.

More and more often, my 'friends' tell me I should think less. It gets me in trouble. But friends are suppose to support you, and help you right? Or is it just in my imagination?

I've always wanted to help my friends but perhaps I just messed it up. Maybe thats why everyone i've ever known has left.

Is friendship a form of love? I would lay my life down for my friends.

Doesnt matter does it? If I cant keep friends, its impossible to try and have a significant other.

By the age of 20, most people would have a few boyfriends.

How can high school kids give their hearts so easily? do they want to know the pain of having to let them go?


Maybe im so warped because my teen years were so isolated and painful.


Who knows. I am getting sick of myself even.

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