Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Dont fuck with Dragons

So im listening to some music, trying to calm down. I am so angry that I cannot even control myself. People like to fuck with my emotions, my feelings, to the point ive gone nuclear. You know? I don't care, and it feels good. Feeling my heart pulse with hate and anger feels great. I no longer have to worry about other people, because none of them worry about me. I will make it despite your hurtful attempts Jennifer. Continue to attack me. Continue to call me a disgusting fat cunt for things I never did!

I dont care if im EMO, if im gothic or whatever the fuck you want to call me. I am black, I am evil and angry. If I could I would punch her, and show her the full hate she has enstilled within me. I would have sex with anyone I wanted, but my own chains of manners bind me.

Fuck your world.

If I wouldn't get in trouble Id take a large knife and stab something in the face 50 times.

Smile, run from people, you are a coward. A bully who can only be happy with your cronies and corrupting an innocent girl.

(screams)

Let the world be done with me! Kill me so I no longer have to deal with the evil and shit of this fucking earth!

The shit you say of me is not only a manipulation of my own low self esteem but a reflection of the evil and the shit that fills your own heart.


But what can I do about this? Nothing. You spread your lies about me and I cannot counter them because you bully everyone into believeing you. Hateful hurtful girl, your time is coming, ad your rewards will be just and painful. Not by me. I wouldnt do myself justice to go after you.

If you even fucking care (which of course NONE of you do) Ive given up on your humanity. If you hate me for no longer caring about your pettyness,
BITE ME!


Between people telling me a minor mistake that didnt mean anything is basis for expulsion of elections, to my own mother fighting about race before changing it to her own Republican agenda, and everyone in this fucking world who wont either give me a chance or wants to take something away from me? GO AHEAD! HERE IS MY SOUL! ONE THAT POURED ITSELF FOR THE WORLD TO MAKE IT A LITTLE BETTER

take it, if all your crap and foolishness is the price for it, I cant afford it.

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