I knew it couldn't last forever.... but it was really good while it lasted.
Now, I'm being yelled at about the plants, what I did and didn't do while they were gone. And once more, all the self confidence, pride, and hope i had ascertained has floated off once more.
Going on this path currently, I will likely become a person I do not like. hiding, always in my room, wishing for something better yet too afraid to go after it.
What a life. Well.... they want me to clean up and I guess I should before I go out again.
Everything I say is still considered lie to them. I see it in their face and hear it in their voice.
*sigh*
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